Saturday, June 26, 2010

My Contemplations on not being gregarious

Im not able to be sociable. Its not that i regret being unable to tell people my things coz i dont have things to tell about! But i should admit that i lack the quality of being gregarious. Well i keep things to myself which sets aloof among the people. It has never mattered much in day to day life but stinks bitterly in social gatherings. I often find my self in awkward positions. On who I pretend to smile at (Actually, I even dont know who he is) takes another direction ignoring me! (why shouldnt he/ she?). This particular day at Suraj's marriage party i tangled in similar situations. Lookin miserable I tried my best in socializing among those whom i didnt know and those whom i didnt wish to know either. Finally i landed upon the expatiated boast of a cantankerous old man. I tolerated him for 30 mins or so and then finally took my leave.
As for others i enjoy myself being all alone at other times.

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